October 7, 2008

northerndownpour:

Liz Phair - Fuck and Run (1995)

I can feel it in my bones, I’m gonna spend my whole life alone

“i want all that boring old shit, like letters and sodas.” i think i’ve played this now fifteen times. sometimes i miss the 90’s. sometimes i miss girls with guitars who sang about things i could relate to that no girl with a guitar really sang about before. sometimes i miss this era of liz phair. sometimes i wonder if i ever had a boyfriend, a real boyfriend, who bothered with letters or kisses goodnight, who i was crazy about in the same way. sometimes i think i didnt matter all that much to most of the people who ever saw me naked, or ever claimed to love me. wow. i think maybe this was the wrong song for me tonight. or maybe sometimes i need the wrong song to really look at me. •